Question: Knowing that God uniquely created me, what areas of my personality, background, and physical appearance am I struggling to accept?
What I’m struggling to accept from my past is about my family. I don’t know if I was a wanted or unwanted child since both of my parents wasn’t married when they had me, and I don’t live with them anymore. I also never got a chance to see both of them because of some reasons that I still don’t know. But, at least now I know, God wanted me. He was already expecting me. That’s a good start to forget my past and forgive my parents for leaving me.
Don’t worry, I’m in good hands and glad for what God has given me in my present life. But I pray too, that He will continue to give me a good and happy life.
Thank you, Lord for wanting and expecting me to be born in this world. Even if sooner or later I will discover that I might be a unwanted child of my parents, I’ll assure You,Lord that I will accept it with a happy heart, since I know You wanted me and I’m already happy with that.
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If some day you find the answers for your questions and those answers somehow cause pain... remember that you have a purpose on earth. Other people in our lives are just used by God as instruments in order for us to fulfill whatever missions we have in this world.
ReplyDeleteIf you think you are an unplanned or unwanted blessing to your biological parents, imagine the happiness your current family felt and continuously feels for having you in their lives and as part of their family. Their family will never be called a family without you, you are their missing piece.. the part that makes them call their house a home and the bond a family. God works in mysterious ways.